DEEJA's

An Unbroken Wish

She just wished that one bright day, she could makes you happy, despite of her own sadness.

She just wished that one happy day, she could fly up above the clouds with you..

She just wished that one sunny day, she could have a vacation together at shore of any beautiful islands..with you..

She's clueless, & speechless.. But full of hope that you will cherish and cheers her soon.

Tree leaves do not look green forever...
Roses do not look fresh forever..
But I pray to Allah that
Smile on your lips stay forever..
Good night and have a nice sleep.

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A Wedding Planner's Plan!!

Assalamualaikum and a very gorgeous morning. Next year my sis akan kawin..!! And it should be such a busy year for the whole family members. But most of all, to me and her.. Hehehehe... Apa nya tak tak nya ape nye tak, I yang decorate card.. Gubah barang hantaran.. Pegi cari barang dgn die.. And many other things la.. It's a lot of fun! :D Temanya pink and white / blue and white.. Actually I don't really dare with blue, tapi tu majlis die, bukan aku punyer -.-
Okay, due ekor buku panduan 'Menggubah Hantaran' dah dibawak balik dari Book Shop semalam. Tengok mcm senang je.. Tp bile nak buat, blink blink jugak la mate ni *~*

Lagi susah bile nak decorate kad jemputan.. Willing nak buat cartoon and cute cute gitu.. Biar lain sikit dari org ramai.. Hehehehe.. (Impian tu penting, pencapaian kite tolok serong dulu)

Woops. Udoh kan?? Ni sample je.. Decorating is under process.. Hehehe..

Ingat nak cari cover laen je... Or buat sendiri gune photoshop.. Yeah!

Orite, sekarang I nak keluar lagi.. Wondering * dimanakah destinasi kami seterusnya ye.. Hehe.. Tatatitituttut!

Contengan gatal2 daun pisang : Tuan punye blog ni bile lagi nak kawen?? Eheh ;")
-Tu tanye pihak laki la, bile nak datang meminang.. ~Cheq on jaaa~ Hihihihihiihiiihihi..

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Sunrise comes too late!

Whenever I'm down, whenever I have problems.. I really need someone to talk to.
I wish I do :( Tapi.. bile ingat semua tu balik, payah sangat nak ceritakan masalah aku dekat die..
Macam membebankan die pulak.. Guess what, aku takde sape sape. Yang boleh sharing2, yg boleh aku pecaye.. Selain die.. I don't want to be like others who keep running to him to ease their burden.
To share what makes the rain to pour. I don't want to be like that.. Aku harap die faham..

" Kata hati merayu aku pergi meninggalkan dirimu.. tapi ku tak terdaya! "

O Allah, sampai bile aku harus pendamkan semua tu sorang sorang... All by my own?? ;''[ Perit sangat kan Hati?
Sabar ya.. Dear eyes, I can't ever promise to not tear you up.. Dear heart, I can't ever promise to always cheer you up. Sekarang ni, sabar dulu ya.. Awan 'kan berlalu.. Dunia akan cerah.
Perhaps just for a second, but it's all right. :") I wish it'll be all right... InsyaAllah..

Tangan, kaki, and all part of my body, Deeja mintak maaf sbb tak dapat nak jage korang baek baek.. Memang tuan yang tak gune kan?? T~T Macam mane pon korang saket, Deeja rase jugak... deeja selalu doakan spya korang akan pulih.. tp Deeja tk berusaha langsung untk mnyembuhkan korang.. Im really sorry.. :'(

Useless dumb ass.

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I AM ME

I am, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, and a friend..A partner and a student.
A young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited.
I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired.

I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead.

I wish on stars and dreams my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears.

I smile on the outside while I'm hurting on the inside.

I am everything and nothing all at once. :(

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